Such a screw up

No matter how hard you try,
You'll never be able to fly,
You'll never amount to anything,
Kiss your dreams goodbye,
Your life will end,
Yet no one will care,
You'll have a funeral,
But no one will be there.

The Taunting gets worse,
I can see the end,
If i take my life,
I will no longer feel penned,
Why do they hate me,
What have i done,
I wish i could be safe,
All i can do is run.

I try to get away,
I try to hide,
I still hear their taunting,
Deep inside,
I can't escape,
I can't make it stop,
Please help me,
Prevent the teardrop.

I stand at the stairs,
I find a way to go,
I fall like a feather,
When the wind does blow,
No one can stop me,
As if they would,
This is my way out,
The end of my childhood.

I fall and fall,
Gravity takes me down,
I fly through the air,
Then suddenly hit the ground,
The pain is shooting,
It all goes dark,
The end of this life,
The end of this embark.

I wake up,
laying on the floor,
Why didn't it work,
Don't want to stay here anymore,
Tomorrow i will try again,
But for now i must abide,
My family are home,
Behind a smile i must hide.

They ask me what I've done,
I say not much and smile,
They can not know,
At least not for a while,
What would they say,
If they knew their little girl,
when they thought she was safe,
Was going through hell.

This is my life,
Almost everyday,
I try and i try,
To hide away,
But they always find me,
They will not let me go,
As they push me and punch me,
To and fro.

I hate life but i want so badly to make it through this.. but i don't think i can... god i am such a up