Left Without a Trace-Part 1

I still don't understand why you left us,
all your friends and me.
I know you thought of me when you got on that bus
because you know we were meant to be.

The day I first found out you left I was so sad
and just needed my own space
but then I was mad
because I thought you had left without a trace.

I remember when you would walk me to class
I always think of all our memories together
Especially when I used to call you big ass!
And how we weren't together but dreamed of lasting forever.

A lot of things got through my mind when I think about you
you were so confident in everything you did.
I always remember when you used to call me your baby boo.
When I was around you I was so happy like a little kid.

Two weeks later, I was still not over it.
People were saying "Things would get better"
Then someone told me, "sit,
he send you this letter".

*Plz comment and vote so I can do part 2 and trust me it gets better! Thanks bye! XOXO* -D.G.