The pain it gives me pleasure,
The blood trickling down my arm is my new naughty leisure,
Every things a blur,
For me I don't think that I can be cured,
When you walk in and find me on this floor,
Forgive me,
For what your about to see,
Let me explain everything inside or about me,
Fake a smile just for a while,
Shaking on the outside,
Showing what I'm feeling on the inside,
When I'm gone will you f@#$*&! notice ??
Tell me WOULD YOU F%$#*@% NOTICE ME?
Things are getting serious in here,
Changing into my second gear,
A million thoughts rushing through my head,
Tell me TELL ME would you care if I was dead?!
Thoughts of my funeral in all its grim,
Would people come to it with somewhat of a grin?
Would they laugh at What they saw,
From that f&^*%$ moment on my bedroom floor.
Love me or Hate me,
You'll never understand,
To fill in back my emptiness,
NO ONE CAN
Who gives a sh!t anyways,
All these two faced people and there f&^#$@ ways,
Smile all you want,
Tell all the lies you desire,
I'll be smiling down from the sky,
But will there be a twinkle in your eye??
When You realized your own daughter has died....
