Concentration

My worst nightmare is here so lock me away,
Imprison me; I don't want to see this day.
I've lost it all, everything that mattered
I lost my awareness, my focus has shattered.

When I see you I have no capability to reason.
Never thought it'd turn like so, this season,
I was always hoping I could keep my attention,
But now I'm defeated by even your names mention

Have to distract myself to stop me from staring,
It seems your perfection has left my life tearing,
And my thoughts never seem to stray from you,
I feel so diverted, and unsure of what to do.

I can't understand it, just weeks ago I was directed,
But now love has me feeling infected,
I gaze out at you in almost disturbing fascination;
Knowing the moment I noticed you I lost concentration.

For Alex.