Why?

Why?

I look back at the haze,
Of the good old days.
With friends who were always by my side,
And memories that never died.
The simple life of being young,
The loving and caring people that I was among.
The good days have gone, I'm all alone.
My life was gnawed to the bone.
I can not stand this misery, it's getting too pathetic
The whole idea of living is making me sympathetic.
I wish these days would disappear and leave behind no traces.
Make my new life happier and remove my hearts blank spaces.
I want to go back where I belong,
Where nobody and nothing was ever wrong.
My heart is disappearing. It's been torn apart.
By the distant loving memories and the stupid idea of a fresh start.