Time To Go

Its time to go, my life is over,
Leaving this world is my only closure,
Shutting the blinds and locking the door,
Life has nothing left in store,

No other girl, I know for a fact,
What I'm about to do, theres no turning back,
Cold at first, but warm real fast,
I am now leaving my life in the past,

Choosing to leave, but its for the best,
I have failed at god's biggest test,
Now I'm flying up in the sky,
It's like my ecstacy, I'm feeling high,

Where I'm at, no friends in sight,
All alone, it just feels right,
Looking down from up above,
Jealous of other peoples love,

No love from her, my soul is free,
My life I ended because she's not with me,
Now in my casket I lay my head,
All by myself because I'm dead,

My parents and friends they start to stare,
A gazed look in their eyes, they really care,
I have hurt the ones that love me so,
So sorry to say, it was my time to go