YOu make me feel like the worst person ever.

You look at me
All you do is judge
I feel your judgments
They can be so cold

You do the same things I do
You make them think things are gonna happen but don't really
Its all a game
I do it and all of a sudden its frowned upon

I try so hard to be loved and needed by you
You just say.. something mean and shrug it off

You make me feel like a s l u t
a w h o r e
a b i t c h

You put ideas of death in my head
as if I cant do anything right

You light up when other people are around
But me, its like you wish I was someone eels

I just wish I could mean something to you
I wish I knew what I was to you

I just hate the way you make me feel like the bad guy and I cant do anything remarkable.

i hate feeling like a horrible person