Confused Thoughts

I hate myself for hating you,
Sometimes we are just fine.
Why can't we just be normal,
Why must we fight all the time?

You expect us to be happy,
But we've become quite depressed.
It's an inevitable thing,
With a house filled with stress.

How am i supposed to cope,
When you both threaten to drift.
In front of me you talk about death,
This heavy weight I'm supposed to lift.

Neither of you seem to understand,
What's going through my head.
All these destructive thoughts,
How i wish i was dead.

You believe "it's a teenage thing",
I guess you could be right.
But this 'stage' is tearing me apart,
So lost, i can't see a light.

You blame this all on friends,
And the influence the bare on me.
But this is me broken and bleeding,
It's me this time, can't you see?

I'm on my knees begging,
For you to end all this pain.
Put a stop to all my confusion,
And tell me I'll never wake again.