Second chance plea

If you ever gave me a second chance

I would show you the real me.
I would hold you longer and this time I really wouldnt let go.
I would kiss you slower and deeper and cherish the sweet taste of your lips.
I would wrap my arms around you whenever they could reach.
I would hold you when you cry because I wouldnt be the reason why.
I would make up the words that describe my love for you because they dont exist.
I would open doors and pull out chairs and treat you like the angel you are.
I would kiss your smile and hug your fears.
I would shout from the roof tops that Im in love with you.
I would tell you my secrets and trust youd hold them near.
I would slow down time as much as I could and stretch each moment into years.
I would hold your hand the first chance I got.
I would tell my heart from the very start.
I would always make my intentions clear.

If you ever gave me a second chance thats all I would ask of you.

I wish you could forget pain and tears that I brought to your life.
I wish you could remember all the smiles.
I wish you could feel safe in my arms again.
I wish you could trust my love is real.
I wish you could see my heart.
I wish you could see the smile when I think about our happy times.
I wish you could forgive me somehow. It may take years.
I wish you could love me again in spite your fears.
I wish you could see my pain from what Ive done to you.
I wish you could believe me when I say itll never happen again.
I wish you could give me a chance to ease your fears.

I know Ive hurt you and broke you in half. I know I dont deserve you but my heart is here its in your hands. When I told you I would love you for the rest of my life it was no lie. Im not perfect and Ive hurt you so bad. You are the world to me and without you Im just sad. No one could ever understand what it is Im lost without. No one could ever see the woman I see. I know this is an endless plea but my beautiful girl I wont believe that love has given up on me. You are my only the only one I see someday I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me and answer this endless plea.