Depression:Chapter I

I was the love of your life
U would of cross the ocean for me
But i was not a perfect person
But you still tried
everything to be with me

I took advantage of our love
I never really thought someone would ever love me
I started to change my ways
But i guess you didn't see

You were the only one
that cared about me
and now you are gone out my life
I'm so alone without you
And i feel like I'm
nothing without you

Everything has changed
you have a girlfriend
and i have no one but
ME Myself And I
When I'm alone in my room
i pray to god and i start to cry!

But you don't know how it feels
to see you every day
with some girl
that will never love you
the same way

God knows
I am sorry
and only god knows
i will be true
i hope you will realize
that I'm the only one that cared about You!!

Baby I'm not doing so good
Depression is what they say
Because I'm so incomplete
because the only person i love
is gone away

I lost about 6 pounds
Its starting to show on me
I cant eat a thing
because you don't want me

Sometimes i want to kill myself
because I'm alone
and you just fail to see
that I'm slowly dieing without you
i starve myself because we cant be!

I'm so heart broken
The tears i cry will never go away
I hope someone will get me
help before....
I take my life away!!!