I have lived

I have lived

I have lived here for many years
and I have hidden all my tears
because of the way i feel
just does not make it real

for I hide in shame
for you knowing my name
I know I was wrong to steal
I only thought it would help me heal

For many years I lied
I kept my true feeling Inside
and after all the years it was going to blow
I was not sure how I was going to show

but then because of you
because you where so true
you took the shyness of me in
and i begin to show the true feelings within

but i still have allot to learn
as long as i don't go down and burn
I'm still dealing with my depression
and I still have a hard time with confession

I thank you for believing in me
Know I have hope for being free