My life is coming to a close, and I have nothing there to show for
nothing but scars, blood and tears, and the hopes to die more
This isnt a life I'm living, though I never expected it to
I mean, how can I possibly live a life, if I have to live it without you
The day you died was tragic, and I still can't let it go
I feel so guilty for what happened, but theres still one thing I know
I'm the reason you died, I'm the reason its done
I'm the reason your life is over, Im the reason this hell begun
Now everyone says its not my fault, but if they only knew whats true
you asked me a simple question, but I walked away from you
this never would have happened, if I only chose to stay
this never would have happened, and you'd still be here today
so before I lose my mind, and do something I'll regret
Im so sorry for what happened...It's something I wont forget..
You want me to live my life...But I rather end it instead...
You're gone and waiting...And I rather be dead.
