I feel so ugly.
I feel so fat.
I feel so unwanted.
Now you don't know
Anything about that.
You're so hot,
So laid back,
But I guess,
Once you have s*x,
You're not a horny little bat.
I'm a virgin.
Not a self centered b**ch.
I know I'm shy,
But I'm not
A wild, crazy piece of sh*t.
I feels so dumb.
I feel so huge.
I feel so unhappy.
You just can’t make it go away.
I can’t explain
The way I feel.
You don't know what it’s like
To be me.
I'm so self conscience.
I'll try to be free.
I'm so uncomfortable
When people talk about being fat.
You don't know what it's like
To really feel like that.
I know I'm fat,
But I don't know how bad.
I'll start my progression someday.
But progress against what.
No one understands
Just how ugly I feel.
No one can lie
And say it's all about
What's inside that counts.
I'll try to loosen up,
And not give a f**k.
I'll try to loose weight,
Cause we all know I need to.