Silently sitting

Im sitting with her.
talking.
you come up behind us.
and hug her goodbye.

i silently sit.
wishing you would stop.
not knowing what to do.
cos as you know, im in love with you.

she does it to mock me.
to get a laugh.
you say hi to me.
and give me a high five.

you smile at her.
kiss her again.
but deep down you feel bad,
cos you know how much i hurt.

you say goodbye,
and turn to leave.
we wave to you.
she blows a kiss.

for this is how i live my life.
everyone i love is taken.
taken by death, depression or love.
there is noone left for me.