My inner most thoughts
Dwell from within
The sacredness of my soul
Alone and forgotten
Lost in contemplation
Of what my life means
Stringing pieces together
In an unordered fashion
Dreaming of things
That never could be
Never stopping to realize
How it could hurt me
Emotions running free
Like a tidal wave inside
Bringing forth my thoughts
And my feelings of everything
Feeling lost and alone
Occasionally brings me to believe
That there’s no one for me
Crying out of frustration
And bitterness of the soul
Forcing a smile
To show others I am strong
But knowing that inside
I’m about to burst
Strongly believing
That good will come from the bad
Embracing what I long for
Knowing it will never come
The solitude of my very being
Emphasized by my broken-ness
Indulged in my past
Not knowing where my future will go
Forever searching for answers
And a way to escape
To fly away from everything