No Tears

Kill me now and let me die
I know that no one will ever cry
Watch me bleed my worthless blood
dump my body in the cold wet mud
push me in the darkened lake
I've already given more than I can take
Forget who I was and who I'll never be
Forget your expectations they where never really me
pull the trigger against my head
Watch me fall, I can play dead
At my funeral don't say any last words
because like me they won't be heard
You don't need to say anything at all
you never cared to help me just watched when I fall
Now that I'm dying, there are no tears to be shed
No one will be crying when I'm gone and dead
No one will be surprised by the scars across my wrist
Now that I am dead, I will never be missed..
I guess this is what I get for falling in love with you
I'm just surprised I lived this long with everything you put me through...

Samantha
~Written in Blood~