I never wanted this.

by Tori   Oct 10, 2005


There were moments when,

I knew it'd end.

It was bound to happen.

We just didn't know when or how.

And when it did,

We both were shocked.

Let's just be friends,

Is what you said.

And I cant make good,

On that promise.

Just thinking of another,

Person kissing you,

That pain I will not go through.

Even though it's over,

My love for you is true.

And no matter what I do,

I keep on missing you.

Sometimes we lose sight,

Of what we're trying to find.

Or just lose grip entirely.

I'm drowing in my loneliness.

And I hate to sound cliche,

But you complete me.

You're always on my mind.

Even hearing your name,

Drives me insane.

So I'll take this medication,

No measured doses,

One at a time.

And I'll lie to myself,

And say it's for the best.

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  • 19 years ago

    by ღZ3iDaღ

    You know i cry while reading this!! keep it cool!

  • 19 years ago

    by David

    Ya... even better then him. And hes right infront of your eyes. He brags to his friends how lucky he is to be with you. He tells the girls to fuxk off when they say he should dump you. He tells his best friend Kyle that he doesn't want to let go of the bear you gave him for his 15th birthday because it smells to much like you, and if he dropped it and left i behind, you might actually leave. He sleeps with that bear at night knowing that emotionally you are in his arms... if that isn't something special what is it...

    Im glad to be with you Tori

    And you are the most important thing in my life

  • 19 years ago

    by Paige aka Kayla

    Hey that was a really good poem! I feel the exact same way about my ex boyfriend! But you've got to look at the bright side and realize that you will find someone even better then him! I know that it might be hard to do! But it will be for the best! Its better to do that then have your heart boken by still loving him! And trust me its true! Because its happen to me before!
    Well anyway! Great poem! Please read some of my poems when i have a chance of writting them! I think you'll like them!
    love Paige
    xoxoxoxoxo