How I loved you

8th January. Almost a year has past since then.
So many things have changed, too many things have changed.
I'm changed, and so are you.
Now I don't dare to dream, to hope that one day you'll turn back,
you'll come back to me.
I was happy, for one moment then I was happy.
I thought I could reach the sky.
I thought I could do everything I wanted.
I thought I will stay with you forever.
And I would, but the wind of your freedom was much stronger than me.
All these months, how I longed for your touch, your kiss, your voice.
And I prayed, every night, I prayed that god would send an angel
to bring you back to me, back in my arms.
I envied the stars, they could see you every night, no meter where you are.
I envied the wind, that is cuddling you every time it blows.
I envied your tears, that are with you every time you're feeling sad.
And all do I suffered a lot, I wouldn't change a thing,
not a tear, not a sleepless night, nothing.
I've never suffered as much as I suffered with you,
but I never was as happy as the time I spent with you.