I cannot take you back

I'm trying to play the cold one
Who doesn't need you anymore
I'm trying to keep you out of my heart
Because no guy has ever hurt me like this before

I act as if everything is fine
And I'm not angry anymore
I'm pretending I'm already over you
Though in truth, I still have so much love in store

You tell me you hurt me
And it's something that you're sorry for
But I just cannot take you back
Cause my heart's still lying shattered on the floor

*afraid to be hurt again..pls rate/comment, ty*