Leave

I said to myself, You had to leave,
You could no longer stay,
Cause these memories in my head
Are killing me day by day,

You being here,
Doesnt help me one bit,
Not trying to be selfish,
But this is it,

Im sick of being depressed,
So many things have changed,
No smiles on my face,
Since you changed your ways,

I thought to leave it alone,
maybe it could pass?
i tried it, and i tried,
but it wouldnt last

So i kept trying making myself Believe you were someone else
but my lies seem to fade,
i started to need help.

I ranaway inside myself,
and had to come out sometime,
and there You were,
And i still wasnt fine,

My words wouldnt come out,
My tears you didnt see,
The only reason i was depressed,
Cause \'us\' was hurting me,

I tried to tell you,
at least a thousands times,
But you seem not to listen,
and i seemed to sound confused,

But im telling you now
And its the truth,
Im leaving you now,
dont follow me,
....dont move.