What I really want

I really feel as if I want to die.
Please don't ask this crazy tormented girl why.In my dreams the only thing I see is darkness and if you look into my unknown heart you will see the same as well.I say yes I say no will someone really teach me the right way to go.I am weird im my own words but soon the darkness in my heart will consume my bewitched world.I smile at the agony and demise of others but why are you fighting your one and only brother.I may seem cheerful I may seem nice but boys and girls I think you should think twice.I love to hear things with a sad story it makes me want to do flipps to it's glory.I may not seem like a simple girl but neither is living in this bright ugly world.I am alone can't you see.Why won't you people just let me be.Please go away and let me rot if you do I appreciate that alot.
My poems and stories are scary and sad If you don't like them you may kiss my ass.I am sugar,I am spice but I am definetly not nice.So for the reference this is what I want and this I what I need,and if you can't respect that I'll just have to send you to your eternal blazing grave.

By:Zabrina