My feelings

I sit here missing you
Miss your smile and your laugh
I miss everything about you
I hate it that your gone
I have to play your role now
Take care of mom and Blake
Put everything back together
But I can't I'm only a kid
I need you to be here for me but, you can't
I cry every night
It kills me to be without you everyday
It hurts so much
I can't stand it
i want you back
Why did God take you away from me?
Isn't fair!
Why me and why now?
I hope to see you again
I know your in my heart but, your not here on this earth anymore
I have to be strong now
For everyone but, sometimes I can't do it
It is to much to handle now at this time
In the end I can't do it
I keep everything inside but everything always falls apart
things are not the same without you
It hurts to think, breath, and sleep
Oh my God its just to hard
Why couldn't they have caught this before hand
i hate those doctors so much
God why him?
He had a family that loved him and he was loved by his friends
That day we lost you
i had to get out
You were a father, a husband, a son, a brother, and an uncle
You were a father to everyone
I'm gonna miss you
I already miss your Donald duck voice now
I tried so hard to tell myself that your gone but , I sill can't believe it
You always here about someone loosing a father and you never think its gonna happen to you but it could really though
In the end tell your parents that you love them everyday cause you never know
When that day will come