The Day I Die

I feel as though
No matter what I do
I’m never going to be happy
Because I will never be with you

Does anyone notice?
Does anyone even care?
Will they be sorry
When I`m no longer there?

What is it going to take
To have a relationship with you
That doesn`t end with heart break?

I won`t let you
Catch me crying
So no one can know
How on the inside I`m dieing

It`s getting so hard,
Pretending to be strong
Because It`s clear to me
That no one will care when I`m gone

Why should I bother to cry?
When not even one person will
The day I die