For The Rest Of My Years...

I am very depressed at the moment,
And all the nights I silently cry,
Because I feel so unloved by everyone,
I feel so damn despised

I feel like no one is around,
Whenever I'm going to fall,
I feel like i don't have anyone,
That could go with me trough it all

But why am I lamenting this?,
If from the start I was left alone,
Everyone gave me their backs,
When I needed so much love

No one was ever there when I needed them,
And they aren't right now,
For I was left in the past by them,
Loving me was not allowed

I was left in this depression,
Drowned on my own tears,
Left within this drops of blood,
For the rest of my hurting years...

(R) Written By Marielys