I have never really lived my life
All along I thought I lived from every breath I take
But once I have met you
You've taken my breath away
Once I laid eyes on you I really began to see
How close Earth's 8th world wonders can be
I thought you could have been the one
You meant so much to me
I thought you were different
Now all you guys are the same to me
You had everything
Everything I ever hoped and dreamed
Now that I've told you
A light of pain beamed
As I look back
At what I thought you meant to me
As I look back
I guess I really didn't see
I should have listened to my mind
I was right all along
My heart is broken again
Now I sing this sad song
I thought you were different
From all the others that knew
I thought my fate would change
All because of you
I thought you felt the same
I thought you liked me
I thought you looked past my weirdness
But I guess things aren't what they seem to be
I wish you could see my pain
I wish I could break free
I wish I could escape this fate
Too bad wishing can't help me
Memories coming back
It hurts to see you day by day
It's so hard to get over you
I wish you would go away
Rejection hurts too much
Tears streamed down my face
They never seem to end
Along my cheeks, and all over the place
Pain eclipses me
All I see is a knife in my hand
Looking as if it's my best friend
Waiting for me to cut; waiting for a place to land
Oh great, I'm falling to pieces
Breaking down
Will I ever be strong?
I promised myself from you I wouldn't be bound
Why do I let you get to me so much
I reached out to you with all my heart
I guess yours is too cold, I'm all out of luck
You are still in me why won't you part
I force myself to smile
I force myself to laugh
I try to cover up my broken expression
And my heart broken in half
Because of you, I hope you'll be happy
Because of you, I hope you won't go through this pain
I never had my happy ending yet
But because of you I hope one day you will
I guess you'll never be my beau
But no matter what happens, I'll always love you
