As the song continues playing,
Saying the words I only wish I could,
I think of how my heart strings are fraying
And nobody cares for the reasons
To my friends I seem like the happy one
If only they saw past this mask I have
They would see the damage that has been done
Then maybe someone would understand
Case studies of every hit I have taken
The people that have turned against me
All because they think I am only faking
Faking the tears, the scars and the broken bones
TAKE MY MIND, TAKE MY LIFE
I scream the songs lyrics like a prayer to god
Inside of taking my life, please take the knife
I lay it down in front of you begging you please
My mask is starting to fade away with time
They are starting to notice the cuts
Some even say im losing my mind
I just wish you could all know whats going on
I have been broken and used
Used for the one thing I call sacred
But now my heart has been abused
Because of my stupid mistakes one night
The blood is pouring out of my arm now
Im trying to make the disease of life let me go
I want to die but am I sure this is how?
I donâ??t know what I want anymore
The voices are telling me to let go
Should I be doing what they say
And go into the pits of hell after the devils crow?
Im screaming, begging for answers
And just as my mother begins to open the door
My pulse is fast, my breath is short
My red life spills onto the floor
I get a last glimpse of everything around
My mother screams as she runs over to me
Its too late, im already gone
The suicide letter is that second thing she did see
As she begins to read, her tears fall.
â??Iâ??m so sorry mummy, but I cant do it anymore
Living the lie of happiness and joy
You and daddy the one things that I adored
Till this day, the day that I dieâ??
