My Only Dream

I never knew that you would use the words "we" and "us" ever,

I mean yes of course if we are going out you would use those words,

But as we talk about our futures,

You always say our kids,

And the first time you said that,

Heart stopped,

And I got goose bumps everywhere,

And when you talk about your past,

And how you can change your future if your past was too bad,

I want to be in that future,

I wanna be the one who has your kids,

I wanna be the only one that gets to see how amazing you are,

And I wanna be the only person that you've ever loved,

But I've said this before to my other loves and I've never wanted to tell you any of this,

Because I use to pray, wish, hope and dream that I wouldn't separate from my other lovers,

And now look at me,

I've never really thought about it, But my heart tells me that we were never meant to be together forever,

And that's all I dream about,

And I promise you I will pray forever until my dream comes true.........