My Life Performance

When you look into my eyes...what do you see?
Do you see the broken person that I came to be?

Do you see how lost I really feel?
Or do you honestly believe I'm keeping it real?

When you hold me close, do you feel the cold?
Or do you ignore it, and trust what you're told?

Do I fool you at all with the act I put on?
Or can you see right through my carefully planned con?

My true self is left unseen.
And you will never know what I really mean.