Burning My Desires

I tried to do what's best,
As I stood under the rain,
crimson tears fell down my face,
as my life went up in flames

I have done what I had to,
Burned away my past,
Artificially got rid of all those
feelings that were bound to last

On that paper I had written,
My deepest desires and feelings for you,
and once I lit it all up,
I proved to myself we were through

Those thoughts and words I wrote,
are now floating throughout the sky,
perhaps one day you'll notice them,
while I sit down and cry

But that's just my fantasy,
I know it won't come true,
Because you never think of me,
Like I always fantasized about you

But no more need for me to worry,
As I have moved on,
When your love for me comes running back,
You will notice my love for you has gone