Escape

I just want to escape
Slice the skin through the vein
Feel the blood start to flow
And be done with all the pain

This is all your fault
You are the reason I feel this way
And whether I live or die
To you it would be the same

So many broken promises
Why can't I just be free
I want to be ok again
But your memory haunts me

I can already feel the blood
As I make those fateful cuts
I can feel it flow from my veins
As my mind slips into darkness

I can imagine
What those last seconds of life
Will be like

I will no doubt die
And you will be the last thing
I think about
As I slip away from life

But the pain will be gone
And my heart will be free
From the chains
That tie you to me

I love you with everything I have
I love you with my heart and soul
I just love you
And I'll never let that go

I so long for this escape
The only one I can find
And although the day feels near
Now is not that time