AS I PASSED FROM THIS EARTLY REALM
INTO THE HEAVENS ABOVE
I DIDN’T SEE A TUNNEL WITH LIGHT
BUT THE ILLUMINATION OF GOD’S LOVE
IN THE TIME FROM HERE TO THERE
I SAW MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS
ALL THEY COULD SEE IS WHAT THEY LOST
BUT THIS IS WHERE LIFE BEGINS
I SAW MY PARENTS MOURNING
FOR THEY LOST THEIR LITTLE GIRL
WHILE I SAW HEAVENLY STREETS OF GOLD
AND WATER AS SMOOTH AS PEARL
I SAW MY BROTHER MAD AT GOD
AND ANGRILY ASKING WHY
I WAS CRYING SOFTLY FOR HIM
BECAUSE THIS DIDN’T HAVE TO BE GOOD-BYE
I SHARED WITH HIM SO MANY TIMES
FOR HIM LORD TO RECEIVE
YOUR GIFT OF LOVE AND SALVATION
AND BEST OF ALL ITS FREE
WHY LORD WONT HE ASK YOU IN
SO WE WILL BE TOGETHER
IF HE CONTINUES TO SAY NO TO YOU
THEN WE’LL BE APART FOREVER!
SEND ME BACK LORD!!
FOR I FEAR THAT I HAVE FAILED
I JUST CANT BEAR THE THOUGHT OF HIM
GOING INTO HELL
IF ONLY I COULD HAVE MET HIM
SO HE COULD SEE MY PLEA
THEN MAYBE I COULD’VE PRAYED WITH HIM
SO THEN HE COULD BELIEVE
HE HAS HIS DOUBTS LORD
HE ISN’T SURE
HE FEELS LET DOWN AND HURTS
FROM THE PAIN THAT HE ENDURES
LIKE WHY YOU TOOK HIS MOM AWAY
AND LEFT HIM ALONE
AND SINCE THAT DAY, AS YEARS HAVE PASSED
HIS DOUBTS OF YOU HAVE GROWN
LORD I WANT TO STAY WITH YOU AND YET I WANT TO GO
I HAVE TO MAKE SURE THAT MY BROTHER KNOWS
THAT ITS OUR CHOICE, ITS OUR FREE WILL
THAT ALL HE HAS TO DO IS KNEEL
AND SAY, “DEAR LORD IM SO CONFUSED, IM
LONELY AND I’M SAD
AND I ADMIT THAT WHEN YOU TOOK MY MOM
THAT REALLY MADE ME MAD
I WANT TO HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE
TO EXPERIENCE YOUR PEACE
SO ALL MY FEELINGS OF DOUBT
AND DEPRESSION SOON WILL CEASE
I’LL KNOW THAT IM FORGIVEN
AND BEST OF ALL YOU SEE
I’LL BE RE-UNITED WITH THOSE
WHO HAVE GONE AHEAD OF ME
I’LL FINALLY SEE MY MOM AND SHE’LL RUN TO ME
SHE’LL SAY, “I’M GLAD THAT YOU ARE HERE!”
YOUR SISTER FAITHFULLY PRAYED FOR YOU
YEAR AFTER PRECIOUS YEAR
THEN ALL THE ANGELS WILL REJOICE
THE LORD WILL SMILE TOO
FOR HE HAS WAITED PATIENTLY
AND LONGINLY FOR YOU!!!
THRU TEARS OF JOY, I HEAR HIM SAY
“THANK YOU LORD, AMEN!”
ESTATICALLY I TURN TO GOD
KNOWING WE’LL MEET IN THE END
FOR NOW I KNOW HIS FATE IS SEALED
AND WITH MY LORD I LEAVE
IN HEAVEN I CAN FINALLY REST
CAUSE MICHAEL…HE BELIEVES!!!!!
