Secret...

Dead as dead can be.
The only person that I'm lying to is me.
Pictures play in my minds eye.
And I don't question why.
Darkness engulfs the thoughts.
Killing the only hope that I've got.
Questions arise.
But they are only in my minds eye.
I don't know what to say.
So I start to walk away.
I see the look in your eye.
Your watching me walk asking why.
But your smile hides the questions.
And showing a bit of self reflection.
Your attraction is hard to see.
But I know that you want me.
So I play like I don't know.
And hope that maybe you will decide to show.
And maybe it will grow.
Your smile and your eyes give it away.
But you don't know what to say.
This feeling is so real it's something I can almost touch.
I didn't know I could like you this much.
The feeling is sinfully bliss.
And it's sealed with a dark kiss.
We've known eachother for awhile.
But I know you like me by the way you smile.
And your laugh.
That laugh that makes everything in the world pass.
Keeps me at bay.
But still you don't know what to say.
Your presence is welcomed always.
And I hope to god you will stay.
But still you walk away.
Maybe some day.
I will walk with you.
Tell you how I feel.
And show you that it's real.
Your smile gets me everytime.
But still I wish you were mine.
I love your laugh and your eyes.
Your smile is a delightful surprise.
I love your voice.
To me it destroy's.
Everything that I see as bad.
Everything that makes me sad.
When your around I don't know what to do.
But I still want you.
Flirting is my way out.
I still like you without a doubt.
This attraction is killing me.
It's almost unbarable to see.
Without you I'm as dead as dead can be.
I love you, why don't you love me.
I want to give you a kiss and hope you keep it.
But that's a feeling I have to keep a secret...