Can I really move on with my life without you?
It seems everything goes in the right directions,
when I dont think of you.
How about the love I vowed that it should be forever,
Do I really forget or I just pretend to forget it?
I dont know.
I feel Im lost in my own feeling.
A deep feeling that Im sure off called love.
That is slowly gone and I dont know why.
It is so weird,
How I used to think without you I wont survive.
Now, here Im living in my own world without you.
And after few years have passed, I just realized.
That without you,
My life is brighter and feels Im blessed with happiness.
No sadness comes through my ways;
Nothing can hurt me more than love.
I know how useless it is to tell about my love for you.
It seems you never want to understand or bother to listen for once.
Indeed, it used to be a knife that stabbed me, while
You were the parasite that live inside of me,
Who was eating me alive slowly.
Broken my heart and made me blind for years, Im stupid.
I thankful to GOD who has open my eyes and mind for once again.
He gave me a power to move on with my life,
Although it was hard.
I failed for so many of times,
Until recently I can see what I couldnt see.
I couldnt realized,
That Im not deserve for another pains and sadness you gave.
If one day you ever remember me in your life,
Then believe me that I used to love you,
Still love you and will always love you.
I know, Im just starting a new life,
But it does not mean my love will end here.
I will keep this love raising inside of me
Forever and never forget you ever.
That is the truth I never can lie.
Love never mean to have,
With or without you in my life, I will always be me.
And with or without you,
my life will always be the same like today, trust me.
There were just too many things I did for you,
but you never realize it.
No one ever can love you like the way I do.
I know it for sure,
Because no one can understand you more than I do.
