Sitting in the dark
Just thinking about the past
Thinking how you hurt me
The first time and the last
The way you kissed me
Was so addicting
The way you held me
Was so loving
The way you touched me
Was so pleasuring
You were as smooth as silk
You were as rough as a rock
You were as strong as a drug
Your love I feind for it everday
Until that one dark mysterious night
You took me into your bedroom
And laid me down
And made me feel
nasty, guilty and dirty
As you laid me down
I was trying not to say \"No!\"
I didn\'t want to fight back
Not even for my living soul
I was scared of what you might say or do
Since you were older and stronger, and you knew
I wasn\'t going to say a word if I felt uncomfortable
Since I am so shy and gulable
Every since the day
You put me through that pain
I have prayed
I just wanna make you pay
Ever single day
Now the time has come
For me to go on
And live my life
With no more drama and disappointments
I am leaving this life
I am dieing for you
Since you werent man enough to finish the job
So here I am slowly dieing
With cuts all across my wrists
With your name carved in my right arm
And on the left one
At that is left to say is:
\"Taking advantage of someone is not the way to kill someone, taking advantage of their life is the way to kill someone\"
