It was a dark night and all i could think was her
not really remembering anything the night before, it was a blur
i remember her talking about leaving me and how she cheated
and i remember standing feeling defeated
all these years i have gave of my life to please u
i begged and she knew that i would beg until i was blue
but it all happened so fast
from me walking in, until she told me the truth at last
why should i be the one feeling this way
why cant she feel some remorse to what she did
instead she left and just left me wondering
and now i sit here with a gun pondering
is she worth life it self, can a women really make a man feel this bad?
its sad to even think about this cause this is what happened to my dad
I wish he was hear to give so advise
or better yet, help me stop from taking my own life
he was never there just like she wasn't to the fullest
forget it now cause I already pulled it!
thats why it a blur!
