The thing to do tonight is...

Feelings building up inside,
Wanna cry out
Don't wanna survive
Take me away
Give me my wings
The slit i produced
Hurts and stings
But give me my halo
Ill fly above
My horrid hurtful life
Will turn into dust.
This life i lived
Was only for a joke
No one ever liked me
Not Even my folks
But tonight is the night
I turn to a rope
My only thing to do is
Let go and choke