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I fear
my friends will kill themselves,
will give up
will leave

I try to help
as much as I can
but what help am I?
I want to leave too

I'm not saying I don't fear death
because i do
I just welcome it too
admire and fear it

a friend's death
will push me over
and i will follow them

I will continue to try to help
and continue to fight
fight for my friend's lives
and my own

But as long as I save my friends
I can die happy

I fear I can't help at all
that I can do nothing
for my friends

I fear my friends
don't know or don't care
how much I want to help
I fear I don't matter to them

I fear I will lose them
Please know I'm here for you