Unwanted

I am unwanted
as I have always been
Ignored, Forgotten, Hated

I am just something
that cost money
money that could be spent
on something else

I'm excluded
pushed to the side
lower than dirt
in most people's eyes

I didn't turn out as my parents hoped
I'm not happy, bright, or preppy
everything my sister is
I like black, she loves pink

Always the last to know
always the last to go
Funny, the oldest
is the one forgotten and ignored