Overdose

I'm going to kill myself
Just as i planned
Full bottle of pills
Resting in my hand

All these people
I will leave behind
All my family
Will never cross my mind

So i put one pill to my lips
I wonder how many i need
How many it will take
For me to succeed

My black blood
On the floor, it has been spilled
Take 7 more pills
so all will know i have killed

Here i am locked up in my cage
Tears spring from my eyes
And fall on this page

So here i am all alone
My dead body so cold and limp
carried from this broken home

Empty pill bottle now
No blood left in me
I killed myself
cause i ran out of places for me to hide
I'm sorry i failed
But I'm not sorry that i just died...