In Ahwhile

She loves him so much,
but all she does is cry,
why does she like him,
if he makes her want to die,

He doesn't know,
the pain he brings to her,
all of this shit,
that she doesn't really deserve,

she knows she messed up,
but what can she do,

she messed up,
it was stupid to do,
she's paying the price,
their relationship is through,

she doesn't give up,
because she wants to try,
realizing its over,
she's wanting to die,

she's sorry that its over,
yet she smiles because the relationship happened,

with out him she feels,
as if life is all gone,
but she needs to realize,
that its only really begun,

she cries herself to sleep,
knowing its still in the way,
and she knows that she will
think about it the very next day,

life will go on,
and someone will show,
life is so much better,
than she ever did know,

she needs to get up,
and continue to smile,
she'll never be over him,
but shes got to move on...

it will just take awhile