Promise You

I know I fu(ked up
And since then, I've been in hell
I try to express my hurt
But this pain, I cannot spell
I can't express how sorry I am
For all the pain I caused
For lying to you, hurting you
And pointing out your flaws
I just want you to know
Never again will there be
Someone who in my eyes is so perfect
And entirely the right guy for me
I do love you, Shane
And I dont know why I lied
Foolishly I fu(ked up
And listened to my headstrong pride
I dont know if I could make it up to you
But I sure as hell will die trying
Cause I'm tired of being alone
When inside, I'm agonizingly dying
I wish you could see how much
Entirely you mean to me
But the devotion I feel for you
Sadly, is something you'll never see
All I can do is hope
Things will be better someday
All the while what I need
Is for you to love my pain away
And I promise to you all I have
Just so we can make this right
Because honestly, without you, Shane
I cant live another night