Tears falling down my cheek,
realizing I'm loosing out on life,
sitting here writing this,
I'm stuck in my thoughts,
drowning in my tears of self pity,
I look on my life right now,
i realize I'm the reason why
i missed love, happiness, and completeness
I ran from everything that was right,
I'm a menace to my self,
I'm ruining my own life,
and i didn't realize it till now!
I push everything good away,
and pull the bad close,
Why am i doing this?
It needs to be stopped,
i need to seek things i never thought i could grab,
find the things i need and fix what i ruined,
I hate myself,
i made my life horrible,
i realize it now,
and im gonna fix it,
one way or the other,
