My enging

Crying into my pillow
blocking out the light
i sit on my bed alone
listening to you fight

i hold the blade in my hand
as i quickly fill with sadness
cause im alone in this world
surrounded by this madness

tears falling out my eyes
as i watch the blood leak
i know i shouldnt do it
but i am just too weak

giving into temptation
not able to find another way
waiting as i slowly die
in a puddle of tears and blood i lay