I can't remember anything,
I don't know what happened,
I saw everything flash in front of me like an old time movie,
Then,there was nothing,
I woke and saw faces leaning in over me,
One of them had tears,
Others had smiles but deeply darkened eyes,
They said things i couldn't understand,
Then,I saw it all,
I saw the car coming at me but instead of headlights i saw my friends,
Everyone i knew was there,
I didn't understand why my arm and leg were in a cast,
No one would tell me what I was doing in such a bright room,
They left and I saw a nurse,a mask,then,nothing,
I woke up and it was dark but still a sliver of light trickling into my room,
Someone was beside me but it was to dark to tell who,
I remembered everything in a flash,
It all came back so fast,
The other car,the blood,my phone,it was ringing i heard someone a dim voice far away from me,
But I saw lights then people but I couldn't move,then I heard the sirens,
I knew where I was and I knew who was with me,
It was tonya,
I remembered it was Sam I heard and it was Drew who was crying,
I heard something,someone moving,there was more light and then the nurse again
She said something about sleep,
Tonya stirred and I fell back asleep,
I wanted to be at home,in my own bed,safe,
I wanted to talk to someone,to know everything was fine and I was safe,
I know I must be safe because I'm in the hospital,
But still I wasn't convinced,
I wanted to know if my car was worth getting fixed,
I want to be anywhere....but here.
Written by Sonia while she was in the hospital on Tuesday October 11 2005.I put this poem up for her becuase she asked me to,I'm her friend Tonya.
