To tell you about life
and what i think is right
i would have to fight
to look deeper in sight
on the outside the sun appears to shine
but on the inside is where the pain tends to hide
all my emotions, and feelings you see
really are just make believe
i don't want anyone to see the pain i feel
cause everything i feel is way to real
theres somethings i cant even explain to you
because you wont even know what to do
you'll sit there in shock with all the things Ive been through
I'll make you look at life in a whole new view
my face hides a place, makes everything look fake
inside is where all my feelings break
its hard for me to hold on
when i barely know the word strong
theres a constant rain of pain on my brain
helping me know i really cant change
now everyone will start to realize
that I'm just a mask in disguise
holding on to my pride
cause on the inside i have already died
i can not grasp
whats happened in the past
because of all the mistakes
Ive been put into one mind state
where it appears that my tears turn to fears
as i go on for another year, watching my life disappear
what does it mean, when all of my dreams
are filled full of negativity
that makes a disturbing scene
theres a chance that i might
hold on tight, follow the light
loose everything in sight
i never knew what true love was
until i figured out what true love really does
makes you not believe
as soon as you get close, everything seems to leave
i think this is how I'm meant to be
because i cant see anything else come from me
the name of the game, is to feel the shame
theres no one else to blame
i start to see all the reasons
as i fall into the evening
but life will keep going forever and beyond
its hard to know what you really have until its gone -Kasper-
