Theres something that I gotta do
and in my heart I know its true
I'm so afraid to tell the truth
and be left alone
it bothers me everyday
I know its standing in my way
with the truth theres always pain
a lot of trust to regain
the courage isn't inside of me
all actions come with a fee
I don't wanna start all over again
but I don't want everything to end
I'm just afraid to lose all that I got
to have people forgive me or not
my whole life is a lie
the things I do and say make people cry
I ask myself why all the time
why can't I not commit this crime
I just keep doing it without thought
not even thinking about being caught
late at night I sit there and think
and my heart always seems to sink
