Miserable

Walking into this cold cloudy night
the cold flowing throughout my body

I wish it was raining
so I could cry
and no one will know
how much I'm hurting

walking through the streets
feeling so lost
so alone
so unloved
so miserable

I just want to cry
and scream the pain away

No one knows
how much
this awful pain hurts

I may laugh,
with a smile on my face
but deep inside
my heart aches

every night
I cry in my bed
hoping for the weekend to come

I don't know why
and I don't know what
but I'm just so miserable

I wish I didn't feel this way
I wish it would just go away
But it just won't
because I'm just so miserable.