She doesn't understand how bad it hurts...

She doesn't understand
how bad she hurts me.
how bad she hurts me
when I'm the one she yells at.
she claims its because she doesn't want me going off on my brothers.
but i think its because she doesn't like the way i am.
I'm nothing like her even though i look it.
she loves shopping and being a girly girl.
while i like football and Rollerblade.
I'm not the daughter she wanted,
but I'm what she got.
I don't think she likes the way i am,
i think she wishes i were different.
she doesn't understand i cant change the way i am.
she doesn't under stand how bad it hurts when she doesn't listen.
how bad it hurts when she spoils my brothers,
lets them get away with it all and sticks me with everything.
she just doesn't understand how bad it hurts...