As i can feel the shiver up my spine, holding the gun as if it were mine, looking at it so openly, all my friend looking at me crying, i tell them to hush, for it will not be long, i will be dead, and soon i will be gone, they were all crying in depressed, i told them hush love,my death is only to express,
Im crying and then i open my eyes, im still in school, and i was only holding a knife, i droped it and fell to the ground, bleeding, for i have stabbed myself, everybody in the hall screaming in pain, O my god they fell to the ground with me and cried, call an ambulance they said, i whisper to her, just leave me here to die, shivering and crying, didnt know how to feel, the nurse came and scream 911, but i didnt hear a thing, i opend my eyes at her, and said if i die, im sorry for ruining everything, she started to burst into tears,she said, dear, we all love you, and the doctor is coming, stay awake....i open my eyes the next morning, stomache hurting, laying on the school floor, and blood is still pooring, i get up and walk away, i walked to my own funeral, that very next day.
