I'm just not what you want
I'm just not what you think I could be
I'm not what I want
and I'm not what I want to be
I wish I wasn't here
I wish I was gone
only then would you and I truly be happy
I would be where I want to be
and you would go on without me
like you already do
just without me there to bother you
so go leave me to die
I wish I could but I just can't
thinking of my family and friends
I just can't leave them behind
I hate myself but I just can't do that to them they're my life and if I kill myself I kill my life
